❤️❤️❤️ THE LOVE OF MY LIFE ❤️❤️

[MysteRy]

Mom is gone, but the lessons she taught me remain. She once told me that life would have lonely and exhausting days, but I had to stay strong and keep going. I’ve tried, Mom, I really have. But some days, I still feel so weak. If you were still here, I would just want to lean on you for a little while, to feel your comforting presence like before…

[MysteRy]

When parents leave this world, they take a part of our hearts with them. Their love, wisdom, and guidance remain in our memories, shaping who we become. Though the loss is painful, their presence lingers in our actions, values, and the lessons they taught us. Love never truly fades.

[MysteRy]

To My Dear Father, the Only Love of My Heart

Dad, you were my first love, my greatest teacher, my safest place. When life felt like a storm, you were my shelter. When I stumbled, your steady hands lifted me up. You didn’t need to say much—just being there was enough to make me feel safe, to make me feel whole.

But now, without you, I feel like a house without a foundation, a sky without a sun. No matter how much time passes, the emptiness remains. I search for you in familiar places, in old memories, in the quiet moments when I wish I could hear your voice just one more time.

I am nothing without you, Dad. You were the love that shaped me, the strength that carried me. And though you’re gone, you’ll always be the only love of my heart.

[MysteRy]

I once thought that time would ease the pain. But it doesn’t. With each passing day, I miss Mom even more. I miss her so much that just a familiar scent, a phrase that sounds like hers, is enough to bring me to tears…

[MysteRy]

Dad, Are You Watching Me from Heaven?
Dad, I wonder what heaven looks like.
Is it as peaceful as they say?
Do you still think about me?
Do you still watch over me like you always did?

I talk to you sometimes, even though I know you can’t answer.
I tell you about my day, about the things I wish you were here for.
Some nights, I look up at the sky, searching for a sign that you're still with me.

I miss you, Dad.
But if you’re at peace, if you’re happy where you are…
Then maybe that’s enough for me.

[MysteRy]

Mom, Your Love Still Lives in Me
You’re not here anymore, Mom. But somehow, I still feel you everywhere.
In the warmth of the morning sun.
In the way my favorite meal still tastes like home.
In the little lessons you taught me that I never realized I needed.
You shaped me into the person I am today.
Your love didn’t end when you left—it stayed, in my heart, in my thoughts, in everything I do.
I miss you, but I carry you with me. Every day. Always.

[MysteRy]

I still talk to you, Dad.
I tell you about my day.
I ask for your advice.
I whisper your name when I miss you the most.

But all I get is silence.

No response. No comforting words. Just the ache of knowing you’ll never answer again.

[MysteRy]

If I could have just one more moment with you, Mom, I wouldn’t ask for anything else. I wouldn’t rush. I wouldn’t waste a single second. I would wrap my arms around you and hold you tight, like I did when I was a child. I would rest my head on your shoulder and listen to your heartbeat, just to remind myself that for a moment, you’re still here.

I wouldn’t say much—because sometimes, love doesn’t need words. I’d just hold on, feeling your warmth, memorizing the way you smelled, the way you felt, the way you made everything okay. But I can’t, can I? All I can do now is close my eyes, wrap my arms around nothing, and pretend you’re still here.

Mom, I just want to hold you one more time. But life doesn’t work that way… and it breaks me every single day.

[MysteRy]

I watch people laughing with their parents, arguing over silly things, rolling their eyes at their mom’s endless advice or their dad’s bad jokes. They get to hear “Drive safe,” “Eat well,” “Call me when you get home.” They have no idea how lucky they are.

I envy them. Not out of bitterness, but out of longing. Because I would give anything—anything—to hear my parents say my name again. To have one more hug, one more conversation, one more moment where I wasn’t just talking to the sky, hoping they could hear me.

If you still have your parents, don’t take them for granted. Call them. Listen to their stories, even the ones you’ve heard a hundred times. Hug them a little tighter. One day, you’ll wish you had.

[MysteRy]

Dad, without you, I don’t know who to lean on anymore. You were my rock, the steady hand that guided me through life. Whenever I stumbled, you were always there, reminding me that I was never alone.

But now, the world feels heavier. The weight of your absence presses down on me, and no matter how strong I try to be, I still find myself searching for you in moments of weakness.

I miss your voice, your wisdom, the quiet strength you carried. I miss knowing that, no matter what, you were always there.

I miss you, Dad. More than words can say.

[MysteRy]

Dear Mom,

I can’t fully express how much you mean to me. Your love, sacrifices, and care have shaped me into who I am today. I remember every moment—your gentle stories, the way you always made me feel safe and loved. You’ve given so much without asking for anything in return, and for that, I’m forever grateful.
Now, I understand more about the depth of your love. I can never repay you, but I will carry your love and lessons with me every day, striving to make you proud.
I love you more than words can say.

Your child,

[MysteRy]

Every time I see a hospital transport van on the road, my chest tightens, my eyes blur with tears. It takes me back to that day—the day that van took my dad away.

The sky was gray, heavy with unspoken fears. As the wheels turned, it carried not just my father but also all the words I never got to say, all the hopes we still had. I stood there, watching until it disappeared, feeling like a part of me had vanished along with it.

Now, every time I see one, the wound reopens. It’s as if that day plays on repeat, as if I’m still standing there, whispering “Dad…”—but silence is the only reply.

[MysteRy]

A million times
I've needed you
A million times I've cried,
If love alone
Could have saved you
You never would have died.
In life I loved you dearly,
In death I love you still.
In my heart you hold a place,
No one else can ever fill.
It broke my heart to lose you,
But you didn't go alone
Part of me went with you,
The day God took you home.

[Ishaa]

I brought YOU to the hospital not for the first time.
Never had the thought YOU wont come back.
I did not said a proper GOOD BYE to YOU
Till the last day I hoped YOU will come back very soon.
For 106 days every 1 to 2 hours I had the LUCK to be with YOU.
I never lost the HOPE.
YOU woke up from the artificial coma and
tried hard to come back to normal.
It was not easy for YOU.
I saw YOU were fighting for Us.
But on somedays I felt YOU were suffering
just to BE WITH US.
YOU fought hard THANGAM.
I saw it with my own eyes.
When YOU did not have enough strength,
YOU made it short and simple.
Because even on YOUR last Breath
YOU did not want US to suffer.
YOU made us strong before YOU left US, Appa.

THANGAM I MISS U BADLY!




picture i took from the hospital.
The reason why rainbows connect me with my dad always.

[MysteRy]

Every step I took in life, I needed Dad by my side.

When I was little, I needed his steady hands to catch me when I fell. As I grew older, I needed his voice to guide me, his wisdom to help me navigate the world. And now, as an adult, I still need him—maybe even more than before.

But he’s not here.

I face new challenges, new crossroads, and I keep reaching for him, searching for the comfort of his presence. I wish I could hear his advice one more time, feel his reassuring pat on my shoulder, or just know he’s there, watching over me.

No matter how old I get, I will always need my dad. And the hardest part is learning to walk this journey without him.