Sometimes...
I just want to disappear.
Not forever... just for a while.
I don't want anyone asking where I went.
I just want to go somewhere far away, Where no one knows me...
Where I don't have to pretend I'm okay anymore.
I'm tired.
Tired of being strong all the time.
Tired of smiling when it hurts.
Tired of feeling everything so deeply...
And having no one to talk to about it.
I don't want attention.
I don't want to explain.
I just want peace.
Some quiet.
A place where I can breathe
without forcing Cry
without hiding, And feel without guilt.
I'm not giving up...
I've just been holding it in for too long.
And now, I just need a break.
From everything.
Even from myself.
